Saturday, January 31, 2009

Life or Death?

What do you think about life and death? Can we cheat death or does death creeps up slowly behind us and just rip our soul away from our body even if we are not ready to die or ready to leave this world of ours as it is said? Have you ever thought of that before? Scarry ain't it? I think everyone is put here to do something. You leave this world of ours when your work is done. But the think is, we as human beings will always ask and look for answers, why,when,how and more...many people who claim that they can read peoples future says they know but till now i doubt anyone knows the answers for any of the question asked. What say you??? To me death is something weird. Something unimaginable even if you try your best to imagine. To imagine something that someone has explained, death that is. Don't think anyone has done that before, you get what i meant? Someone dies and comes back to tell the tales of everything about death? Fat chance! This is where you start to get people telling stories in if a person dies what will happen, when it will happen and more. The chinese has always have the answers. For example, the soul of the departed will return on the 7th day of when he or she has past away. You will hear sounds of chains rattling and weird sounds in the house of the departed. The chains are sounds of the 2 unhuman things that have brought the pass away person back to his or her home to actually explain to that person that he or she has pass on and is no longer in the human world. Well it is said that when a person departs, he or she will not know that they have pass on till this 2 spirits of the underworld explains. Well you can call them the Chinese Grim Reaper pair to be exact. One is black and one is white as it is said. Well i think this post has been dragged too long and it is starting to not depict what my title. Don't you think???

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Almost Lover



Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images, No...

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Thursday, January 01, 2009

A New Begining...

We go into a new begining for the future today. At least for where we are now...We need to look ahead and walk through all the good and the bad. We need to see far ahead to overcome the economic crisis that will soon come...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

It's War!!!

Me and another 9 guys and 2 girls played a game of paintball. We split into 2 groups that was 6 aside. Obviously i voted who be who's team. Hehehe...Our group was stronger in strengh and wits over the other. A few guys heard stories from my staffs telling them i was at the game previously played a long time ago. These f**kers actually laugh at me for crawling and rolling military style. All gave their warnings to me, that they will target me and get me. I in the other case told them all, "Common guys, you guys can try for sure but i blend with the grass and trees!". Imagine, they were laughing. Well i kept quiet and i knew i needed to show them how it's done "Rambo" style. Anyway i managed to team the 2 girls over to the other team. 1st game guess what? Our team lost the game because the 2 girls were sitting and hiding behind their starting point. Few games went on...i was slowly but surely painting those sworn to get me. It was 1 shot 1 kill kind of thing with me. Well then again, it was more to about 6 shots 1 kill kind of thing. The pellets that shot out were not that accurate. I was crawling and rolling as usual and blending through the vegetation in the "war" grounds. Guess what? End of so many games, i was the only person who was not even shot once! After we return all the equipments we sat down and talked about it. Those who sworn to get me had their thoughts differently...The were actually saying "Hey man i wanted to shot you but you suddenly disappeared". Another guy continued "Yeah man i saw you sliding suddenly and disappeared at that tree!" Another guy said "I wanted to shot you point blank but you were like faster that the pellets. I just could not get you!". That would show and prove to them that what i said were true about my "Rambo" style game. Well another game coming this week with a different group...

Friday, December 19, 2008

Ashes And Wine

Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea,
That would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame
To let you walk away

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out
I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

I'll tear myself away
That is what you need
There is nothing left to say
But

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?
The day's still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Missing You


Sweet strawberries the air was,
Feelings of your presence is inevitably torturing,
I long for your presence like before,
Come back my sweet darling,
Come back to me like before…