It's War!!!

Me and another 9 guys and 2 girls played a game of paintball. We split into 2 groups that was 6 aside. Obviously i voted who be who's team. Hehehe...Our group was stronger in strengh and wits over the other. A few guys heard stories from my staffs telling them i was at the game previously played a long time ago. These f**kers actually laugh at me for crawling and rolling military style. All gave their warnings to me, that they will target me and get me. I in the other case told them all, "Common guys, you guys can try for sure but i blend with the grass and trees!". Imagine, they were laughing. Well i kept quiet and i knew i needed to show them how it's done "Rambo" style. Anyway i managed to team the 2 girls over to the other team. 1st game guess what? Our team lost the game because the 2 girls were sitting and hiding behind their starting point. Few games went on...i was slowly but surely painting those sworn to get me. It was 1 shot 1 kill kind of thing with me. Well then again, it was more to about 6 shots 1 kill kind of thing. The pellets that shot out were not that accurate. I was crawling and rolling as usual and blending through the vegetation in the "war" grounds. Guess what? End of so many games, i was the only person who was not even shot once! After we return all the equipments we sat down and talked about it. Those who sworn to get me had their thoughts differently...The were actually saying "Hey man i wanted to shot you but you suddenly disappeared". Another guy continued "Yeah man i saw you sliding suddenly and disappeared at that tree!" Another guy said "I wanted to shot you point blank but you were like faster that the pellets. I just could not get you!". That would show and prove to them that what i said were true about my "Rambo" style game. Well another game coming this week with a different group...

Ashes And Wine

Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea,
That would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame
To let you walk away

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out
I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

I'll tear myself away
That is what you need
There is nothing left to say
But

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?
The day's still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes?

Missing You

Sweet strawberries the air was,
Feelings of your presence is inevitably torturing,
I long for your presence like before,
Come back my sweet darling,
Come back to me like before…

Where Do We Belong?

Sometimes i feel like i do not belong anywhere in this world. Weird but i really think about it. Where do i fit in? Sometimes i fell awkward in where i am. Like i am smacked right in the middle of a sandwich. It is like, do you ever feel that you were supposed to be here or with someone or working in another place, ect. Am i living my life as it should be or am i actually at the wrong place, at the wrong time? Are people actually fond of me? Should i be even here? Should i be in another industry when it came to work? Am i bad luck or cursed for life? Is there actually fate? Was i fated to be like what i am or who i am? Well...i think i do not like the way of life i am living now. I do not think that i am actually living my life to the fullest. I had always thought of when will my big chance come? Will it really be like what i thought, a big chance that will change your life's path forever? There are so many things that i can think about. What say you? Am i mad? :P

See Life In A Different Angle...

Work Part 2

Heard about a new executive club that was going to be opened next year in March. On the 26th and 27th floor of a hotel just opened in J.B. Well obviously i am trying to find out what is going on...who to see...and who to talk to. Kenny Lam came over last night and we talked. Apparently he knows more people that i imagined. He knows people in higher grounds in the hotel. Kenny stated that he will call those people and find out all about the executive club. Well, hope it is something for me to leave for greener pastures...but then again, it is always greener on the other side of the fence...It's something to think about, don't you think?

OFF YOUR FREAKIN MOBILE PHONE!!!

Forgiveness

So fair and bright a face have I not seen,
With face and eyes of an angel thy have,
Much heartache have I endure,
For the truth my heart aches...

Many sleepless nights I have,
Many sleepless nights for thought,
The thought of thee,
In my arms not to be,
Only truth, time will tell...

Every morning comes and goes,
Every night comes and goes,
Everyday comes and goes,
Yet my heart still aches for thee...

Faults I have,
Human am I,
Lies...said to thee have I,
Nothing hurts thee more than that,.

Forgive me my sweetheart,
Forgive me please...
Forgive me my darling,
Forgive me please...

Work...

Work...everyones nightmare in the real world. I can't take it anymore working under my boss as he is a person who does not know anything about his job. Imagine a person tells you what to do when he does not even know what the hell is going on most of the time. 1 advice...take it all and shove it up his ass and tell him to rack off...or take it all and shove it up his ass and leave to a better greener pasture. Hope i get something soon...